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guard my heart, shield my soul
oh my dear self, keep thy control
as the pain ascends
and bursts out in the open
guard my heart, shield my soul
please my dear self, keep thy control

hope may have left, and you in bereft
your invincibility had already been patent
so smile amidst the inevitable dire
eventually you'd get through the wire



1707moveon112108fr

as glum as the weather
how can it be?
the feeling of despair
strengthens the melancholy

tis already a familiar phase
a road by now had been taken
only this time is a new face
perhaps a lesson would be ascertain

with this, i breathe my sigh
for soon it'll be outdone
oh when the pain is drawing nigh
but no, it will never go beyond



203057myinsecurities200711

This fleeting sensation
Although very shallow
Has cast a confusion
With a very great blow

Despite the complexity
I proceeded unguarded
Hence the melancholy
I, myself, inflicted

What an obvious end!
What a pitiful tragedy!
Nothing new in the trend
Thus the same misery

So I pray for the rainfall
Wash away the stupidity
I just think I stand tall
And reclaim my dignity


122732shame180211br

keep the music flowing
energy invigorating
taking back my life
out from the strife

as the lyrics hit the notes
the soul within me floats
leaving everything behind
as they retrieve my mind

letting the thought speaks out loud
letting it go against the crowd
as the music goes louder and louder
the fire in me is getting stronger and stronger

dancing to the rhythm of reality
harmony seeping into my individuality
yes, this is how it should be..
life is music, life is free!

^_^

003927music290910

I know..
'twas just a dream,
and nothing but a dream...
and soon it'd go.

It's funny...
but life is like that,
really like that..
a world of parody.

Looking back...
it's already the past,
and will always be the past...
no need for sidetrack.

Go ahead...
no need to worry,
there's no need to worry...
everything's in good stead.

Just remember...
you'll never be forgotten,
will never be forgotten...
not even in forever.



0026444ever102707

What is more tragic
Than being judged
For what you think
Not even the logic
Could ever budge
What's on the brink
When one refuses to see
What is behind reality
And all its mystery
Just leave it be
And let it be
For it is the destiny
When superficialities encompass
The perspective of a being
Blinded by the worldliness
One could never surpass
The obstacles of living
In profound senselessness
If one does not conform
With the standards and the rules
Set by human perception
It is not the eye of the storm
That really pulls
The dull convention
What is unfathomable
Will be and always will be
Better left unanswered
One will soon be able
Find the veracity
Of what has been tampered


300310judged1148rm5kfrh

the clock ticks twelve and i am hungry
i should make my lunch else my stomach would be angry
i then placed the pan over the fire
and cracked two eggs but to my mire!
one has a yolk and the other has not
i wonder if the egg has gotten rot
so i put the yolkless egg on the platter
asking myself if i could eat it later


260110yolklessegg1426

emptiness haunts
as reality flaunts
when will i learn
stop the yearn?
nothing’s new
still in grayed hue
insecurities widening
courage faltering
yet…
the rain continues
smearing their views
the rain comforts
reorganizing all sorts
when did the rain halt
after the storm’s assault
left me crying over the rainbow
where will i go?
can you see it?
can you feel it?
can you hear it?
can you sense it?
the rain piercing my heart
tormenting the part
is it self-inflicted?
or thought-incited?
let me weep in silent
as the rain could not prevent
let me die in secret
while the rain is not set



0854raintorments310709

the emptiness of silence
sinks in my skin
haunted by the absence
of the voice within

2127empty250309da

as i stand under the naked tree
waiting for you to come to me
i realized i have learned to defy
your goodness by and by

i sit down and waited for your fall
all the memories i tried to recall
you feel for me when i couldn't do it anymore
yet i have chosen to forget and worst closed the door

i watch as i hear your coming
amazed by the mystery you bring
you came then you fell
i remorse but no one could tell



080615raincoliation1848la

a clear blue sky
under broad daylight
emptiness fly by
hampering the sight

the promise of the rain
broken by the wind
upholding the strain
patience is thinned

as clouded as this
who can comprehend
the complication of Peace
so out of the bend

behind the fain
beyond the gaze
fain of feign
the gaze of haze

a placid aft'noon
filled with disquietude
covered by the moon
at the peak of solitude

a gasp
a sigh
isn't it hard to grasp
the silence of lie?


1441peace030708mb

comforter

when the rain fill the holes
what would become of me?

not loneliness nor desolation
not even reclusion neither isolation
shall bring me redemption

the chilling winds of the rain
increasing the strain
will they be able to recognize me
should reality unmasks my identity

do forgive me
i am not what i am supposed to be
the rain had failed to cover me
stripping me off my little dignity
which i left hanging in mystery

would it be just
if i blame it all to the wind?
or how about the rain,
my comforter
my consoler
who deserted me
in the time of my need

the rain illuminates
casting a gloomy shadow
the veracity it dictates
is being hoed by the bow
strangling me to death
depriving me of my fantasy
my fantasy of reality
my fantasy of existence
my fantasy of innocence

it is nonsense
everything is nothing but meaningless
am i not the student
of the teacher who is wise but powerless
let alone gullibility
let alone luxury
let alone immaturity
let alone invincibility

can you hear the pitter-patter
of my cries of hopes and anger
can you see the tears
of my selfishness and fears
it is hard to accept
yet acceptance is the last piece
for the puzzle of bliss
but completion is a dream
of the unruffled stream

the clouds of dark met the light
but the rain hadn't stopped
go on with eternal fight
and let the rain be cupped
with remorse and regret
breathe and i shall be freed
from this anxiety i bleed
pour down but don't wash away
let my pathetic traces stay
as it is my greatest masterpiece


0129rain'smasterpiece281207lr

i can do good
but she can do better
i have to try harder
and get her on the hood

so i tried and tried
tried and tried
until i lost my focus

i tried and tried
tried and tried
and finally lost my control

ashamed and disgraced
ending up with regret
another failure impossible to forget
another thing in cased



1117compete031207mgo2f

.....

silence

.....

a sudden blast
disturbed the crowd

.....

silence

.....

she walks in
an empty wall

.....

silence

.....

strange faces
inducing fears

.....

silence

.....

she stepped out
all broke down

.....

silence

.....



1054alienation011207mgo2f

the rain fell
as i fell
'twas a mistake
for heaven's sake

stupid cranial
on denial
realization occured
cardio injured

the sky cried
i died
a tear dropped
hand cupped

false alarm
lonely swarm
face beamed
unskimmed

rainendleofan1810060151

Pardon my rain,
should it fall so hard
It just got out of sane
and now is in discard

Pardon my rain
if it keeps on pouring
It does not want to be a vain
for the clouds enduring

Pardon my rain
should it get so wild
Let it not be a bane
for it is just but a child

Pardon my rain
if it stays longer
Let not your heart disdain
for in time it will be over

Pardon my rain
let it be fain
Unshackle the chain
let it not restrain

Just pardon my rain,
'til my rain no more

pardonmyrain2209060128
Founder'shallcdoymca
edited2909061400
ymcaoffice

I asked the rain to drop last night
I asked the rain to cover up my sight
I have felt the need of falling down
I need to fall down so that i won't drown

As i waited for the rain to grant my request
I lied on the rooftop and put myself to rest
I saw the clouds passing me by
I smiled and i wished to die

And then a raindrop landed on my left cheek
I feel glee, i feel slick
I smiled and i thank my Creator
This world, I have learned not to abhor

I was the rain, i fell and i drop
I am the rain, i fell and i drop
I love the rain and the rain love me
I thank the rain for giving me serenity

Oh Rain, oh Rain
My dear, precious Rain
Some people may despise our falling
But know that God has a reason for everything

Oh Rain, oh Rain
My dear precious Rain
I thank you for washing all my pain
And i thank my Lord for not leaving me in vain

rainIII260806
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