Ana

Posted: 14 November 2013 by Unknown in Labels: ,
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It has been a while since I have written an acrostic.. This is my seventh and this is for the friend whose name is spelled out below. :)

Amidst the pain
Notwithstanding the fear
A maiden under the rain

Mis'ries are given
Among the living
Reckon with it dear maiden
It will soon be going
Even infinity has its ending

So stand up, fight for your life
Underneath is pure freedom
Be brave and be your pride
A maiden warrior is no random
Agony may be a reality
Never let it be your boundary

Break free and feel the earth
Along with uncertainty is mirth
Let go and rule yourself
A hermit crab even outgrows its shelf
No man is bound for others
All humans are set for wonders
You only live once, make the most of it



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Broken Core

Posted: 11 December 2011 by Unknown in Labels: , , , , , , ,
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twas a fateful night
under the seeming moonlight
as the clock ticked the time away
it was the beginning of someday

was it a crime,
to be a slave of time?
or was it a tragedy,
to be trapped in normalcy?

a broken core
foretold in a folklore
i did not imagine
it was in deep carmine

encrypted words
stashed with swords
no, it was not
it did not hit the spot

run into hiding
it was more than humiliating
burned from shame
engulfed by the flame

fail and surrender
it was meant to be sever
set loose and go on
it was ordained for a reason



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eXhausted

Posted: 10 November 2011 by Unknown in Labels: , , , , , ,
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When right is right,
and wrong is wrong
How should I  know
to get along
I could not ride
the highest tide
And all I can do
is just hide
This pain, these tears
These doubts, these fears
So exhausted, so stressed
My emotions are so pressed
I wish to break free
Let loose and emancipate me
This struggle which seemed forever
Cut it short, let it sever
Bits and pieces
Disconnected from the sources
Send me back to the road
Where burdens can be unload
Crap!
This is the wrap.



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m o v i n g o n

Posted: 21 October 2011 by Unknown in Labels: , , , , , ,
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guard my heart, shield my soul
oh my dear self, keep thy control
as the pain ascends
and bursts out in the open
guard my heart, shield my soul
please my dear self, keep thy control

hope may have left, and you in bereft
your invincibility had already been patent
so smile amidst the inevitable dire
eventually you'd get through the wire



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Rain's Quarter

Posted: 31 July 2011 by Unknown in Labels: , , , , , ,
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as these regrets chase me in the darkness
i wait for the rain to come and wash me
as i save myself from this foolishness
i wonder if i can still reclaim the sanity

so let the rain fall despite the silence
it is its tour de force in this broken world
let the rain fall and revert my existence
so that from these odds I would be hurdled

another cycle, another history repeating
yet the learning has never been grasped
perhaps the reason for my heart breaking
when will the yearning be clasped?

hush, my rain; yes my dear, hush
it was not my intention to fall to the trap
yes dear rain, i will refrain from being slush
just help me get out from this mishap

it's the quarter now and i have to calm down
it is no use drying my eyes with these tears
i should let go of the hurt and get rid of the frown
it's time to burn now the hopes and the fears

so where do i go and what should i do?
these are the questions i prefer to unshackle
i have gone tired of the blue
i am now leaving the pinnacle


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Raincheck

Posted: 27 July 2011 by Unknown in Labels: , , , , , ,
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Raincheck please, raincheck.

As this head of mine are filled with questions,
Slowly I am devoured by my self-preservations.

Thus here I am beseeching thee an inquiry:
If affection and destiny would not coincide,
I ask thee --- where dost thou think I should abide?

As I let these tears of mine wash away yours,
Would you care to accompany me in this course?
But why is it that you are fading away from me,
Tell me, is this really how it should meant to be?

Oh no! You just did not know ---
Thoughts of you are now imprinting a smile on my face,
A memory which I don't think I can dare to erase.
It may be so senseless, yet I think it would be my grace -
To be with you, together with me, in that sweet embrace.

But raincheck dear, I beg thee raincheck.
Why am I retreating, I can sense a coming wreck.
I can hear it within, I can hear it loud and clear,
My cynicism's surfacing inflaming the fear.
Oh why, oh why? 'Tis horror is chasing me.
I wonder if I can bear it; let me see, let me see.

With these vexations, I pause and I stop.
I don't think it's possible, I fall and I drop.
Was it you, was it me, or was the feeling just a fancy
It's time for me, I guess, to let go of this fantasy.
So I decided to walk towards my solitude,
Praying and wishing for my own fortitude:
Sooner or later, I will be granted beatitude.

As I trudge alone this rocky journey,
Along the road I have found a key.
At first I was wounded then I was terrified,
How could I ever abandon the little of my pride?
So I asked for Death to be mine for a while
So that I can be freed but not from this life
Liberated from the assumptions that I've been breathing for this time
Assumptions that will surely bring me to my own demise

With messed up thoughts and messed up emotions
I am too ashamed to look at my ruined reflections
I have committed a crime which is too grim for mercy
A crime I have committed which now pulls me back to misery
So this is the phase where I hate myself much
How could I ever concede with the touch?
I have betrayed myself, an act so deleterious
An embarassment that is too grave and serious
Oh no! This is too dangerous!

So raincheck dear, raincheck.
Lest my body will be laid down on that tormented deck.
I plea for the rain to come and be hurry
For only the rain can wash away this idiocy.
As I gather myself from this tremendous fall,
I am now more aware that I can't really have it all.
It's sad, true, absolutely catastrophic!
But no, no --- there will never be a magic.
To my fateful life, save me but not from the tragedy
But from the certainty of my preordained folly.


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these insecurities

Posted: 20 July 2011 by Unknown in Labels: , , , , , ,
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as glum as the weather
how can it be?
the feeling of despair
strengthens the melancholy

tis already a familiar phase
a road by now had been taken
only this time is a new face
perhaps a lesson would be ascertain

with this, i breathe my sigh
for soon it'll be outdone
oh when the pain is drawing nigh
but no, it will never go beyond



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